The girl whose house I live at, the girl whose been one of my closer friends for almost ten years, is a self-centered, unreliable, two-face, backstabbing cunt sucking whore.

When I totalled my car, she promised she would make sure I would get where I need to be. Instead, she's refused everytime to get off her ass and I've had to rely on the bf to drive me between two counties sometimes up to three times a day. She's left me at work, left me stranded without rides for school, and not only this..She's also used my bf to haul her ass around AND her mothers.

And it's gotten even better. I found out tonight, she's been hitting on my bf. He showed me the texts she sent him - Example. "I wanna do you right now" "I wish I could show you how much better [at giving head] I am than her" -

He also told me she's tried to make out with him on more than one occasion. He explained to me why one night he jumped up and left the room in a hurry. It was because when we were all laying on the couch she reached in his pants and grabbed his nuts. (He used to wear the jeans with a huge ass hole in them)

I've sat there with him and read their instant messages where she's been all over him, but I always took it as a joke. Me and her ex were like that, hell - me and her have been like that - but now I find out she's made serious moves on him.

I've seen her do this to so many other people, but I didn't think she'd do it to me. She cheated on her recent ex whom she dated for two years. Fucked every guy that would give her a second look behind his back. He still doesn't know, he almost caught her when she was supposed to sleep with a friend of ours (she even sent him practically nude pics) and he backed out and told him about what was going on because he actually has a concious.

I really wondered why my b/f was so hard on her lately, like he's really taken to hating her and goes on about what a whore she is. I didn't understand why, now I know because its because she's been trying to break us up.

The worst part is, I kinda need her house. And her car. If I didn't rely on her for so much, I'd march over to the union and break her face this very moment. Damn this whole being kicked out of my house without a car anymore thing...

I know she tries to get with anyone she can, I just never thought she'd go behind my back and try to convince my boyfriend he wants to sleep with her. (Another text "I want you and I know you want me too")

Jesus Christ. I hate sluts.

 

That line is probably the only thing I've gotten out of lit the semester. But that may be enough.

If it weren't for being woken up this evening to being pretty much kicked out of my boyfriend's house by his stepdad. Unfortunately the boy still lives at home, since shift management at BK's doesn't provide for stable finances. I keep telling him to apply at Aldi's... But that's besides the point.

He was depressed today, and we ended up having a long depressing chat about how much he hates my past. We got over that, and decided to skip evening class and go rent a movie. We decided on one from our childhood, Super Mario Bros. (=

We were laying in bed watching it, and after it ended we fell asleep with an alarm set so we'd be up for him to take me home tonight. His phone died, so needless to say it didn't wake us up. His mom left to pick up his brother from work, and meanwhile his SD came in and flipped shit about me sleeping there. We took off as his mom was pulling in, and the boy flipped out at her... Then we drove back here in silence. I feel so bad about tonight, and now I won't see him till tomorrow night even the way our work schedules are.

Hopefully Saturday will be better. We're gonna try and get reservations at this Japanese steak house and go out to dinner there. Yay excuse to wear new dress! Not generally a dress or skirt wearer but the ones at HT are to die for. Especially when I manage to get them so cheaply (=

But ugh..I didn't even mean to sleep there tonight or the last. I've just been so worn out for a few days now I've been sleeping everywhere. I'd like to go back to sleep now, but I'm a little too stressed.